So yesterday we went to Portland. Everything was perfect until FTSK started playing. I realized I was gonna be late to meet Andy. Well she I get there, there’s a huge line and I discover you have to have a special wristband that was now sold out. I broke down crying because Andy saved my fucking life and its been my dream to meet him and half the other people there just wanted t are him for his looks. I met a guy and gave him a 4 page letter to give to Andy about how he saved my life. My life story was on that thing. Well I don’t know if he ever got it or if that guy still has it. Whatever. While I was crying I was talking to my friend Bert and this cute girl came up to me and hugged me telling me that I’m too pretty to be crying. I told her why I was crying and she brought her adorable boyfriend over and said that they might have a way for me to meet him. It would have worked too, but Andy had to leave because it was the one year anniversary of his grandfathers passing so he left signings early. At this point I started scratching my arm and gritting my teeth trying to not have a full out breakdown at Warped Tour. My group left me and Bert there and the two people I was talking to, who happened to know the Guy I gave the letter to hugged me and said it would be okay. I found out their names were Darienne and Joey. They are the cutest kids I’ve ever seen. So later, during the sleeping with sirens concert, I crowd surfed in order to get to the front for Black Veil Brides’ concert that was next. I happened to get put down right next to Joey and Darienne so we went to the front together after SWS finished and we were in the third row right in the middle front. We talked while we waited, shared a cigarette, and I gave them my phone number. When Andy comes out I started crying but was still partying and having the best time of my life. During Falling Angels, Andy caught my eye, stared at me and sang, then later pointed at me and gave me the rock on sign as I was giving him the love sign. I kept putting my hands up making a heart shape and eventually he did the same to the crowd and looked at me. a couple songs later I was singing the lyrics super loud and was jumping up and down doing the heart thing again and he did it again to the crowd. He also got in the crowd right next to us and we came so close to being able to touch him. I threw two of my bracelets on stage and when the concert ended, I screamed that he saved my life and saw him smile even though he didn’t know who said it.